I really can't understand anything...
So we'll get the election stuff out of the way post haste: Goddammit. Shit. Fuck.Now, on to the rest of the world:
where have i been? hiding under rocks, closing the blinds, ignoring the phone... basically the funk. i hit the wall over working for my dad. it was a harsh realization and i didnt really know what to do with my life.... i mean, shit, who knows that? even at 45? you're telling me you have a grasp on your entire future right now? and youre sure? Nah. Liar. Relationships and jobs
So the thing is... that life likes to play cruel tricks on all of us. Christians call this, "the Lord testing us" or just part of his "great plan." Personally, that's a bunch of bullshit, but that's a rant for another time.I look at my friends and loved ones... I see the drama in their lives, whether it's real or imaginary... whether it's them dealing with their "relationship-problem-of-the-hour" problems or actually having a real crisis of faith or sanity. I have my own, but it never seems as bad as any of my close acquaintances, so I rarely try to make a big deal about it. I try to be there for them, though, because I don't want them to ever feel alone. It comes down to being a friend for the sake of being a friend, and not looking to get anything out of it.
Right now, I have this one friend, he's dating this one girl. I don't like her. In fact, I really don't like her. So I told him so. That's really all i can do. I do it as his friend, not 'cause I know whats best for him. I dont. I just have an opinion and I'm looking out for him.
This was a very... cobbled together post to get me back into the groove. very little beat... bad punctuation and grammer and spelling...
gr.
posted by AmeroKafka @ 11:01 PM
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